perfection variation

2012-02-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

The only thing that cheered me up today.
Thanks, Dante.
And a happy belated birthday to you! :DDD
I would've recorded a song for you if i could.
I'm still figuring where the voice recording button is on this Xperia Neo V ._.

2011-12-30T00:54:00.005+08:00

Today...
On the 30th December 2011 at exactly 12:40am...

Thanks to....
This guy,

Who did...
THIS.... (see comments)

I AM HAPPY. LOL.

M.O.M.E.N.T.A.R.I.L.Y.
COS HE TOLD ME TO CAB TO THE VARIOUS RENDEZVOUS -.-
Kanasai. Pocket got big hole la liddat T_T

I'll think of a plan :DDDDDDD

Someday, somehow, something, somewhere ._.

But it's okay. It's the thought that counts. LOLOL.

PS: But SERIOUSLY? RANIA? NOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~ D'x

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Recently.....................

Celebrated a 4I & 4J of '07 girls' gathering cum Christmas celebration on Boxing Day.

Yeap, we celebrated it late.

They celebrated my birthday late as well. LOL.

Ate at [F.I.S.H] restaurant at Somerset and we kinda got into a little argument with the establishment. Oops =x

But eventually we got away.. Err.. unscathed? Wahaha xDDDDDD

It was a nice event. So much so that the next day my lupus flared up due to the seafood.

I don't get it. Was it your fault, large anchovies? o.O

Well, whatever. Thing is, I'm happy :DDDDDD

And my 2011 is wrapping up quite nicely ^-^

Or perhaps I said that too soon ._.

PS: I've said this before and I shall say it again.

I'm in the wrong course. I belong in somewhere more... artsy. LOL.

2011-11-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

I am officially 20 years and 2 days old. Lol.

Happy birthday to me on the 30th October~

Happy birthday to all the October babies in the world!

Scorpios rock! Woohoo!! :DDDD

Cos our moods can swing from one end of the world to the other, without warning

I WANT MY PAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!

I'm broke. They'd better give me my pay tomorrow.

I need to conduct the necessary sprees. Shopping sprees, that is.

The rush of a student life is emerging soon.

With all those project due dates kicking in.

Not forgetting tests and exams. Ahem.

Okay, no matter how much of a lesbian I may claim to be...

I still have girlish cravings.

I need tons of new tops, tons of new bottoms, 2 pairs of footwear.

I want a set of make up brushes. And a palette of eyeshadows.

The more colours the better. Simply cos my hand itches to play and experiment with them.

Should I buy all warm colours or go for a mix?

2011-10-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

I'M FINALLY RETURNING TO SCHOOL!!!!!

A little bit of disappointment though. I got Psychology as my Elective. AGAIN -.-

ALL DRY TOPICS. I WANT MY WEB PUBLISHING :(

I want some hands-on. I can DIE with 100% dry subjects.

Well, my final 6 months. Let's do it!

Die first, resurrect later. HAHA!

HAPPY ULTRA ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

Yes I know it's still weeks to go. But.. who cares XD

Thank you Fir!!!! Didn't know the shop was just opposite of where I'm working at though ._.

And to Ng Hui Ling, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU ON THE 9TH OCTOBER!!! :D

Hope you've enjoyed your last moments of a TEEN-ager. Now, you're a TY-ager. Hahaha XD

Well, some major things have happened this year.

Some are good, and some are bad.

Some of which, I can't recollect.

If you're lucky, I'll shower you with vague snips here and there.

Other than that, my feelings shant be unveiled.

Or perhaps it will.. Through my songs.

Insya Allah debut, one day. HAHAHAHAHA

PS: I've really had my mind made up about working for someone else.

Thanks for the chocolate, Fee sis!!! :D

No pics, pimples having a vacation at my face. Will update when my camwhoring season commences. HAHAHAHAHHA

2011-10-02T01:36:00.003+08:00

Never thought I'd say this..

BUT HELL YEAH I'M HAPPY! :D

I love the people around me.

It's cos of you guys, that I managed a smile today.

Thank you.

Oooh! I managed to be thankful to those around me before I die!

*Sense of accomplishment!* :O

PS: It kind of shocked me to receive an sms from you. A long-lost person.

Time to indulge in vampire books and imaginary sexy gays.

That's right, I said gays.

No wait, I change my mind. Make it lesbians. Lol.

2011-09-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Yes I'm blogging after what seemed like a month of neglect.

And no, it doesn't mean that I will be blogging more frequently now.

I'm not working today.

(YAY!) Wait, that's SUPPOSEDLY.

But clients are contacting me. HOW CONVENIENT!

The only thing cheering me up now is Dad playing Assassin's Creed.

Oh wait, he isn't. He's playing Winning Eleven.

-.-

PS: Happy birthday to you guys! Hope you enjoy your last-minute birthday gifts! :D

Except for Mariah. Her birthday was over and we didn't get a chance to celebrate and we kind of overlooked and stuff. SHAYT. =x

Double dose for her, next year.

When is my guitar coming?

I really need it :(

2011-08-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I just smile when I hear news about and/or from you.

Cos it tells me that you are okay and enjoying your life as it is now (:

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

Million dollar money drop. My opinion?

I LOVE SEEING THE DESPAIR ON THEIR FACES WHEN THEY LOSE A WHOLE LOT OF MONEY. HAHAHAHAHAHA. IT'S ANTAGONISINGLY EXCITING. LOL.

2011-08-02T02:56:00.004+08:00

1. A note to my perfectionist self:

You were right, Vickie.

It's not that I don't foresee it coming.

I do. I know the reason as to why it has led to this.

And I gladly accept it.

Be it cos of my condition, family reasons, other reasons, or just plainly my stuck up behaviour and bad habits.

Point is, you weren't able to accept me. Isn't that right?

Despite that, I shall proudly stand on my own;

On these two feet of mine granted by the great God

Cos all I need is for me to be able to accept myself.

For I do not need the approval of others.

2. Note to the guys who asked me out:

I'm sorry I'm not interested.

I'm kind of into girls now, so yeap.

If you still don't get that part... then...

My tastes are going international, apparently :D

3. Note to Fifie:

Congratulations on the praise for being an early bird! XD

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FASTING MONTH IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :D

Lose weight lose weight lose weight =x

Uhh.. that was on behalf of all those other people who intended to lose weight during this month.

I cant sleep! D:

And I'm having a bad leg cramp! NOOOOOOOO~

Aye aye! Ciao! Helping mum prepare food! :D

PS:// VICKIE IM SO GONNA MISS YOU WHEN YOU ENTER NS WITH YOUR BOTAK HEAD!!! D':

2011-06-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I wanted to show you the dumb guy I got to know on fb.

Yep, that's him in the screenshot right there :D

There are SOOOO many others like him.

Freaking irritating and frustrating.

Plus, you can still say "YA, I CAN KNOW YOU IN A COUPLE OF WORDS"

WHAT BULLSHIT SIOL~ I'm so pissed off right now.

Can "getting to know people" DON'T start with "intro pls"?

I'm not interested in all these "intro" bullshit.

So, sorry. Go find yourself another bitch to hook up with, okay? :D

Secondly, Im going to stay up late today to watch Dad play Silent Hill Homecoming

WOOHOO!! Ghost + gore + violence + ferrero rocher + at midnight = Ultra love

My tummy hasn't been agreeable with me since morning :(

Kept giving me grenades. HAHA!

I think I'm really turning lactose-intolerant.

PS://Doctor said I couldn't walk in the sun. What am I now, a vampire? LOL.

2011-06-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

YAY!! I'M SUPER HAPPY!
HAHA. CAN'T WAIT FOR 2ND, 3RD & 6TH JUL.
YES I'M PRETTY MUCH BOOKED ON THESE DATES.
ALL WITH MY LOVELY DARLINGS WHOM I MISSED SO MUCH.
PEARLY, HL, MAGGIE, YZ, PYY, PJ, YOU ALL!
WE NEED TO BOOK A DATE QUICK QUICK QUICK!
HAHAHA. COS I CANNOT WAIT ALREADY. LOL.

OH! MEGA FLEAMARKET HAPPENING ON 24TH-26TH JUNE!
Which is apparently, in a few days' time.
LOVE FLEAMARKETS. Cheap + lots of unique things.
Ahh... But nobody to go with =x
Honestly, I'm fine shopping alone but then, everybody has their own problems.. -.-
Haha. PLUS, gotta watch my cashflow. Skali not enough uh. Die liao.

I've got double mcspicy craving.

Better have them before fasting month officially commences.

In a nutshell, BIG smiles for today~ :D

My only frown for the day: the rashes & swelling on my right palm :(

Take care people! :D

Xxx nurul xxX signing off.

2011-06-20T14:08:00.008+08:00

a happy woman is a healthy woman.
but a mental woman is the end of the world.

Smiling already? Right, now scroll down.

Ignore the top. Thank you.

HAHA! XD

Been receiving WEIRD smses from strangers! o_O

One of em, well the usual scam smses. Deleted;

Another one of em, "I know you don't know me but I know you. I died on the 17th June and I made a vow. Let my death be known to everyone. Forward this sms to 25 people or I will pay you a visit."

WOW. The queer things human beings resort to when they're bored -.-

ARRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Hungry! But naaaahhh.. I can hold on til dusk =x

PEARLY! I'M VISITING YOU LATER! :DDDDDDDDD

HEY YOU! I MISS U! [:

2011-06-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

FOOOOOOOOOD CRAVINNNNNNNGGGG

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Hainanese Chicken Rice

Baked rice

PS// Eh? :DDDDD
*happies*

2011-06-17T18:11:00.002+08:00

Oh did i tell u? No I didn't?
YEAH I CAMWHORED AGAIN. HAHAHAHA.
Eh... That makes me happy, man! =x
Everybody needs to do something to mend a broken soul, right?
And anything that makes us happy, WORKS JUST AS WELL.
&Please tell me the heatwave's gonna end soon.

Oh! I commenced mock fasting today. HAHA!

Gotta practice. I have one stomach bt an appetite of a hobo who's not eaten for 7 years.

Wonders, eh. Right... You have NO IDEA of the maintenance needed for my stomach.

And Im craving for the cheese hotdogs at pasar malam. Yum yum! ^-^

Wow.. I would've broken my fast if its Ramadhan already ._.

FIR!!! I KNOW YOU'RE AT USS NOW.

PLEASE HELP ME STALK BRUNETTES WITH GREEN EYES.

Thanks! Love you like a turtle. HAHAHAHA!!!

2011-06-16T14:53:00.005+08:00

Im sorry if this photo makes you

feel like smacking my face. Plus the caption doesn't

go along with the picture at all. HAHA!

Any suggestions for the caption part? *desperate* XD

First off, I MISSED THE LUNAR ECLIPSE! *sad*

Haha. Totally forgot about it. Nvm. 10 Dec another one's coming.

&I've updated my wishlist. Guess what I added. Something expensive.

But no, it's not Kate Spade bag, aye.

It's another hot and humid day today.

Was extremely cooling in the early morning; midday til afternoon - freakin hot as usual; and thankfully when night falls, the breeze paid a visit in response to the beckoning of the clouds.

YAY! *lifts an anti-humidity sign*

DNT. It's been like what... 6 years since I last did a carpentry project?

Gosh I miss it so much. Therefore, I have decided to rekindle with my DNT skills!

I've asked a beloved friend of mine to name me 2 materials: Acrylic & Wood

&I shall create some masterpiece out of it. 8D

Does my hand still have its touch? o.O Gee, I wonder..

Oh ya. Have to buy the materials. Well, you don't expect me to dismantle part of my wardrobe for the wood, do you? But then again, it's not such a bad idea. =x

Choked on a hotdog a few moments ago. How on Earth did THAT happen? O_O

Yaya.. Laugh all you want. Funny, isn't it? *roll eyes + sarcastic smirk* tsk tsk.

Well, luckily it popped right out of my throat upon a forceful cough.

HENG AHHHH... Haha. Syukur alhamdulillah sebanyak banyaknye...

My ex-3I/4J girls, once you return from HK, we're gonna go on a date (:

And to YOU, since you wanted to see what nonsense I drew that day...

Here you go~ (:

Wow. Soooo uglicious. Tell me about it.
HAHA. But Im eyeing for that shoe :D

Right! Shall end it here today!
Au revoir (:

2011-06-15T09:12:00.005+08:00

I wonder if you're still reading my blog.

Probably not. Bt it's okay.

(PS: Please don't sniff out my lie. Hahahaha)

YESSSS!!! Finally got this skin back.

I love it so much. I missed you!

Do you miss me? HAHA!

God, i'm talking to an inanimate object again -.-

*Chants to self: "I am not losing my sanity"*

*Does the avatar dance*

Right, random ._.

Yes yes, I don't deny that I do wake up lamenting nowadays.

Actually, since the past 2 days =x

But then, I'll just have to keep my head high and think positively right?

Why brood over things consecutively every single day

Knowing that the chances of it to ever happen is slim?

It's just gonna give you pimples and white hair. HAHAHA!

And someone please nag to me about taking my meds on time =(

I know Im stubborn and that I don't like to be forced.

But nagging works with me too.

Dear Allah, please forgive me for all the lies I told my friends.

I am, after all, a person living in denial.

Are you telling me to keep waiting or buzz off? Give me a sign. Cos it's my turn to doubt.

I yearn to wait for you. But somehow I feel like there's no place for me in your heart anymore.

Lalalala

2011-06-15T01:05:00.010+08:00

A very goooooooood morning~

I'm lethargic.

Not enough rest and have not been taking my medicine.

I'm sorry. I'm a very stubborn person.

I should be sleeping now.

MOSQUITO BITES = thumbs down ):

And i need a new blog skin. Why cant this skin make my font appear white?

BOOOOOOOO.

2011-06-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to the ones I hate.

Seriously. But Im working to clear you off my list okay =x

Cos I want a fresh start. And I wanna be reasonable.

Most of all, Im working my way to maturity. HAHA!

I will be using initials though.

To respect these great people (really they are great and i respect them cos they've managed to prove their presence and instill hate in me. Congrats), and I shall refrain from excessive usage of profanities :D

Let's start with the guys. So far, I've hated only 2 guys in my life.

1) M.A. - Besides being a natural chauvinist that you are, those few words you told me back in Sec 2, utterly makes me sick in the stomach. Such that, whenever I hear your name being mentioned, I'll literally roll my eyes and look at the ugliest guy in the school. But I realise that it's not worth my while cursing or hexing you every single day upon anything that reminds me of you. Therefore, it is with great difficulty that I shall announce you free of my hate list.

But that doesn't mean that I won't give you sarcastic smiles in the future :D

2) N.H. - Well, I hated you for a stupid reason. But I believed in it, so that makes me the stupid one. Lol. I hated you cos our friendship is apparently objected by some people. I do not wish to elaborate further. But I do hope that if you've figured it out, you'll be able to forgive me for my stupidity. Scold me as much as you want, I don't care. As I think I very much deserve it.

Okay. I don't normally hate girls cos they are too adorable to be hated.

But this bitch really got me burning.

Im not using initials on this one. lol.

3) Tan/Ng Hui Min - I'm sorry I just couldn't be bothered with your surname. I really mean it when I said I hate primary school art. Well, I got a C for it. Thanks to this lady. How is it that you could have the cheek to mention to the teacher that all the work done was by you alone, when the rest of us fucking stayed til night at your stupid shelter, doing EVERYTHING? And you know how primary school teachers are. Idiots. Believe the first thing one student says, and rejects the rest - who tries to give their version of the story. I hate it when other people gets the credit for what you do. And you dare to do it, yet you dont dare to admit it? Sheesh. Cowardice is not a friend of mine. So, it's okay. While you celebrate your "As" momentarily in primary fucking school, i've celebrated mine in Secondary. Along with the awesomest bunch of people i've ever met in my life. Well, definitely awesomer than u 8D

I've always wanted to say this to you. FUCK OFF BITCHHHHHHH~

Kay i've said it. Now, I shan't hate you anymore. I wish you well.

Bt I do hope that may we never meet again in life :D

God, Im so childish. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!!!

Bt I wish everybody well. Stay happy and healthy :D

Yay! My heart feels so much lighter.

&I miss and love my girls <3

AND YOU TOO FIR! HAHAHA

And I know that you'll say "I know I love myself too"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

2011-06-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

It's official.

The ending of 38mths.

No more 090408.

And with that, i set myself a new target.

I'll b a new person and shall embrace this new beginning in a week's time.

Wish me luck! XD

2011-06-10T14:47:00.002+08:00

I bought a capsicum for 1-cent! Cool or what? :D

It's worth at least a dollar. But the pricing on the capsicum is wrong.

So, when i brought it to the counter to pay, i was hoping that the cashier would just scan it and not suspect anything. AND SHE DID! HAHAHAHA.

Total grocery cost was $8.91 therefore it was rounded down to $8.90

Thus, it's as good as getting the capsicum for free. LOL.

*Guilty and not honest* =/

YAAAAAAAY!!! Mum's cookin one of my favourite dishes today.

Which means, i shall indulge. Oh yes i shall :3

Oh dear. I'm bound to gain some weight later =/

Yes im no longer stagnant-weighted, thanks to the steroids =_="

But im still stagnant-height-ed? =x lol

I MISS A LOT OF BODIES :(

Wanna meet up with them like reaaaaal soon.

I want to book the whole CVSS one day and make a gathering there.

I REALLY WANT A GUITAAAAAAAAAAR.

I promise I'll bring it wherever I go.

Please please please please.

*Desperation mode*

2011-06-03T14:37:00.002+08:00

Aye. When was this? Last week?
Something like that luh.
PS: Wendy's is not nice. But i like the fries.

Yay!! Girls' day out again.
It's been long since we last had one.
The next girls' day out, it's gonna be with Kak Shariah!!
&Hopefully all relevant parties can make it (:

UPDATE UPDATE! =O
Yesterday went to CVSS to kpo2 see see here and there.
Nah actually was helping my sister collect her report book.
&Guess what. My sec 3 sister's teacher thought i'm her younger sister.
NANIIIIIIII?!?!?!?!?!? O_O
Well, i guess the good news is i'm forever young. Yeah :D
But the bad news is i won't look my age. Hmm :/
Well, whatever.

Spent an entire morning organising; the fridge - vegetable compartments, my laptop memory space, my thumbdrive and facebook pictures.

Well obviously im having the "organising" fever. My fingers itch to organise things.

Wait, am I autistic? o.O

I ARE LAZIES ALREADY.

Signing off! Take care people~ :D

ZOMG the steroids are kicking in! O_O

PEARLY! I HAVE HAAGEN DAAZ ICE CREAM FOR YOU IN MY FRIDGE~

2011-05-19T01:44:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

Don't worry nothing happened.

I just got excited after rekindling with my usual clique today

Not such a bad idea after what seemed like months of MIA-ing isn't it?

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Firstly, I know this is uber late but..

A HUGE CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO MADE IT TO UNI!

So far, I only know of Maggie (& Shu Pei) =x lol.

Yay! So happy for them :D

While I'm still here. Stranded with 6 freaking months left til graduation.

So close yet so far. Haha. Irritated just by the thought of it.

Uh. I should probably sleep now.

Gotta accompany Dad. He's FINALLY going for his blood test.

And it's in... lemme see. 7hours' time.

Shucks. I need sleep. Im having pimples.

And of course, eyebags. PANDA EYES.

Maybe I can join Pearly in the fictitious never-gonna-happen Kungfu Panda: the Musical @ Esplanade.

Tickets from S$150; stocks has never lasted.

Wow it's more expensive than SHINee / SNSD's concert ticket =x

Yeah. Nights--I mean... Mornings~!

I'm drunk. I dunno what I'm typing.

So leave me be. It's probably the steroids.

2011-05-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

okaaaaaaay.

seems like i can FINALLY blog today. haha.

uhhh nothing much to update, but so much to rant.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDD!!!!

Currently keeping myself engaged to cooking, designing, sleeping, cleaning, financing, teaching, and God knows what else.

OMG SOMEONE DESIGNATE ME A TASK TO CONCENTRATE ON BEFORE I DIE OF BOREDOM x.x

Aye! Been trying to perfect spaghetti-cooking.

Also, been experimenting different flavours. Bolognese, Traditional Tomato & Mushroom, Pizza, Carbonara, Alfredo and Seafood!

Pictures too ugly to upload. I NEED A BETTER CAMERA!

Meantime, i'm HUNGRY!

Gonna scavenge for food!! :D

Oh. I'm back to 40kg. HURRAY!!!! But i want my boobies back.

2011-01-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYY!!!

Everybody stand up and give a warm round of applause!

To welcome me to my first day of hell.

Bloody hell.

My dear friend, I feel you.

In fact, if they hadn't been extremely pretty girls, I would've been more than glad to give them a physical plastic surgery on behalf of you.

And I would've gone to them and demand for money on your behalf.

Pretend that you borrowed the money from me to lend them. HAHAHAHA!

They will feel so pissed off if that's true XD

Damn, can't you back off just a lil bit? -.-

2011-01-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

Eh! That's no fake eyelashes kay.

All my sisters are freakin hot.

It's no wonder I'm a lesbian. Sheesh!

2011-01-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

conclusion from the first day i've known her: alfie is a tad load full of bullshit.

PS: Cheese dipping is a success. Even mom is a fan of it :D

Now watching Kuroshitsuji II geez that Alois Trancy (Tranny) is an evil gayhead.

I like xD

2011-01-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

Baked rice is a success.

Gonna make more as time comes.

Note to self: Singles and Mozzarella might just prove to be a better mixing agent than Cheddar

I know there's a more apt term for it but my mind's at a loss right now.

And YES! I AM FINALLY GOING BACK TO WORK NEXT WEEK.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Sexcited.

I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HELL D:

I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL.

Lookout for me okay! Crashing lectures anytime :D

Aye aye.

Forgive me if i seem to be MIA-ing from the internet world nowadays

The reason's a mixture of laziness and dad using the lappie to watch soccer since our desktop crashed and never seemed to be getting repaired.

The bulk of it is.. well... both.

I promise I shall return to the internet world. Soon. Or will I ._.

PS: Oh yeah. Got my phone back yo :D

I must be special to have a delivery man personally deliver my freaking phone to me.

LOL. Just agree with me even if you don't okay. Make me happy just this once.

PSS: My dear cousin, you are the only one whom I look forward to seeing every Hari Raya celebration. Please don't ever give up. You are the only sensible person I feel amongst all the cousins I claim to have ever known. Failure is the seed to your success, remember that :)

I'VE GOT PIZZA BREAD WHO IS JEALOUS OF ME YO! *smirks* 8D

Kak min, I want the pictures.

Signing off!

2011-01-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

YAYYY Allah loves me!

That's why he gave me munneh. hahahaa

Nah im just kidding.

I found $4 from one of my 2010 hari raya "apparently unopened" ang pow.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Aye aye, that aside.

Lilian is kinda annoyed at me now. Yikes.

Hope things shall go my "ahem" way "ahem" soon.

PS: Been awhile since i feel this fucked up.

Bloody hell. So im gonna go sleep like shit now.

PSS: Being nice SO doesn't pay off. Better off being evil.

You'll get a much fair treatment, believe me :D

Irritated.

Bye.

2011-01-08T18:05:00.002+08:00

I was so bored that I started playing with the cabinet doors.

Oh wells! Phone was kidnapped.

Actually, sent for repairs. FOR 3 FREAKING DAYS.

What the hell am I gonna do without my phone?

I feel so awkward and naked without it :(

Can't record my frog-ly singing, can't camwhore, can't paparazzi people.

Which ultimately spells UTTER BOREDOM.

Die. I wont last the weekend. Hahahaha

Right, im going grocery shopping later perhaps.

2011-01-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

Dad, I wanna work.

Can we work something out?

I promise I won't be a workaholic.

AND I will make time for E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E.

AND I won't say yes to everyone's pleas at work.

AND I won't be silent every time I come home.

I'll shout "WADDUP WADDUP YO?" And then dance with the cat.

Even an hour of work will do.

Okay perhaps 4 hours is the minimum for me.

Pretty please? :(

2010-12-31T12:17:00.010+08:00

I'm having more and more eyebags.

Uhhh.. I'm not going to school later. Lazies -.-

Meanwhile, enjoy these pictures.

Muke satu satu mintak kene sepak. Hahaha.

Oh yeah we spent like.. 3hours++ at the museum.

Or was it 4? ._.

Oh! And i tend to take more pictures of my wife :D

Hungry. But I don't feel like eating.

Dad just offered to buy me a McSpicy and I said "no".

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! O______O

OMGGGGGGGGGG....!! Someone relieve me of this nightmare!

PS:// This keeps popping into my mind.

LESBIAN.

2010-12-30T21:38:00.004+08:00

I don't understand why my hair looks nice only once a year.

SERIOUSLY ONLY ONCE A YEAR.

Please bear with my randomness.

I should probably start charging people for powerpoint presentations.

If I keep touching my hair, it's not cos I'm vain.

I love to touch hair. Especially men's hair. They have such nice textures!

Bloody unfair! @!#@!$

So don't be surprised if I suddenly seeked permission to touch your hair

Oh, and just because I love hair, that doesn't mean I love hairy men.

Right, I do not know why I just said that. Let's move along, shall we

Went out with 3 crazy kambengs today.

SAM-ed. Man, I hope someday my painting can be hung there =/

I'm an artistic person RIGHT?!?! :O

But I don't like it there. Cos I saw tons of "Touch me! I'm meant to be touched!" artworks

But I can't touch any. HOW CRUEL IS THAT?!?!

Texture is my soul. And by doing that, it's as if constraining me from visiting my blood sister.

Hence I shall cut the melodramatic sense of behaviour I seem to adapt whenever engrossed in my own thoughts.

To tell you the truth, I actually touched one *sparks* :D

And that's when the curator / volunteer or something told me not to.

And that's ALSO when I sulked.

Anyhows, walked like shit, ate like shit, laughed like shit, enjoyed like shit.

I love my jebons :D

Oh yes, Dad's happy.

And so he began throwing punches in the air.

I thought he was torturing some poor soul trapped in between realms.

Hey, Dad. I don't need to know what you're happy about. As long as you're happy, I'm ecstatic.

Some last notes:

I need to learn how to look pretty in pictures.

I need to take lesser UNGLAM pictures (of myself. Ahem).

I need to rekindle with my paparazzi skills.

I need to help my second Mommy with her work cos it's piling up and nobody seem to help her with her shit. I pity her. And looks like when I devote back to working, it's gonna be a helluva mess to figure out.

PS:// Victoria Secrets fashion show yesterday was awesome. The textiles used are amazing and ingenious. Oh. And their "wings concept".. The wings just keep getting bigger and bigger ._.

Overall, rate the fashion show 4/5! I'm patiently waiting for mine to make a debut.

Insya Allah :D

2010-12-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

ahhh. im supposed to blog.

and so i shall.

YESTERDAY WAS AN IMPROMPTU CUM FUN DAY!

Love my girlfriends. 2004 and counting :D

We pooled, we ate, we ate again, and we ate. LOL.

We should totally create a makan makan outing next -.-

And we gossip-ed HAHA!

And they said i've gone quieter =O

ZHEN DE MA?!?!?! <-- aye forgive me if it's wrong. gimme credit. i didnt study mandarin.

Pictures are with Pearly, Maggie and idk who else.

Didnt camwhore cos phone's down.

The uncle didnt repair properly! I HATE YOU!

Chikopek uncle waste my munneh!

Thanks guys for the outing, memories and presents! (:

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT ONE! :D

Next outing is with my jebons.

Btw, i rekindled with biology thanks to Aimin. HAHA!

PS:// TOMORROW GOT VICTORIA'S SECRET!

Maybe i should start a lingerie line. LOL.

Okay lemme sign off with the perfect pic.

Get eye sores okay.

Hi. I know it's 3.30am

2010-12-25T03:31:00.002+08:00

Still awake.

Watching Miss USA 2010 and having lots of fun with my sister.

We're guessing between whose boobs are fake and whose boobs aren't.

Oh. And Merry Christmas people :D

PS:// I want food.

PS:PS:// I need a new hp. The current one's been displaying faultiness.

PS:PS:PS:// I hate cockroaches.

2010-12-23T18:10:00.002+08:00

I love black cats cos we bond like metals <- WTF? Sorry i miss Chemistry too.

And i miss this one most. he is my fav.
i will never miss a day without hugging him.
tomorrow marks the 2nd anniversary of his death.
Hope you love your new home. I LOVE YOU! (:

Oi babi roasted.
Please stop being such a disgrace to the men's society.

The very existence of you irks me enough.

When will you learn that sweet words and desperados are the two things i loathe most?

And im still a sexist (depends on the condition). Only fir knows :D

2010-12-22T00:33:00.004+08:00

Today, I went to the library and ate at McDonald's
Fullstop.

PS://SEE MY CUTE SISTER! :D

Mom, I cant sleep. Help.

2010-12-21T03:29:00.002+08:00

Okay my mom is not helping either.
She is kissing her phone <- her wallpaper is the picture of our cat of which she loves so much.
And my eldest sister can't get over her fascination of knitting.
I'm trapped; nothing to do.
Gonna switch off my lappie.
And hopefully music does the trick.

2010-12-21T01:43:00.002+08:00

Please give me 10 seconds to do this.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Okay done. I'm sorry it's my crazy hour. Just gotta get it off my chest.

HAVE

FINALLY

DONE

SOME

REVAMPING

UGLICIOUS

BLOG.

HOW'D

YOU

THAT.

BLOGGED.

Okay, signing off.

Happy birthday, Tan Shu Pei! :)

PS:// Hi Erick! Your mom is seriously cute :D

2010-12-15T12:07:00.004+08:00

Uhhhh... hi?
=x

YES i know how long it's been
No, actually I'm not aware how long it's been ._.
But okay I've been gone for LOOOOOOOOONG.
And I'm back! :D
MISS ME? HAHAHHAHAA. Okay you dont -.-

YAY! All the months of TORTURE!
Finally coming to an end :D
In and out of hospital.
Love the Western menu in the hospital XD
Alhamdulillah i'm getting better :)
Love my family so much for all the nonsense they gave me
Which brightens up my life :D

PS: Happy birthday to you! SO OLD ALREADY LA. Unlike me. I'm forever young =P
HAHAHA! Which is why I need to learn to wear make up to make me look older ._.

PS:PS: I MISS SCHOOL A LOT :( Which is why one of these days I'm gonna go back sch and tell everyone what a nice stress-free life i'm having :D

PS:PS:PS: Happy enjoying my sick face!

PS:PS:PS:PS: I dream of Hui Ling just now :O

2010-08-21T23:28:00.008+08:00

Went to Geylang Serai!!!

For like the 2nd time in my life. Haha.

And something memorable happened.

I became a mom for 5 seconds. LOL.

Some kid actually grabbed my hand, and complained to me about something.

I cant really hear it due to the loud surrounding.

And then when he finally looked up at me, he abandoned me. HAHA!

Walao. For a second I was thinking whose kid it was -.-

The day before, went to Daiso! With my favourite lesbian bitch.

And we camwhored like whores (wait it's just her, not me) while waiting for our Japanese sis to finish work.

And then we headed home :D

Here are some of the dumb moments accumulated over 2 days.

Aye. I think it's enough eyesore for you.
Nights! :D

2010-07-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

WOAHMAIGOD!

I WENT TO THE LIBRARY!

Finally! After what seemed like 3 years.

And I borrowed a book.

None other than the famous Laurell K. Hamilton's series.

At 13 now; Danse Macabre :D

Couldn't find 14. So settled for 15.

Sister's currently reading it. And she complained to me about the obscenity in the book.

Lol. Just skip that part la! XD

AHAHA.

Oh! And Ang Mo Kio library's changed!

Well, what do I expect? It's been like.. 11 years since I last visited it?

The place is huge ever still.

But it's not a good place if you're looking for novels.

It's only filled with tons of informational books.

Excluding language books -.-

They don't have that much a variety of em.

Nonetheless, today is an exciting day!

And camwhoring with my sisters is fun. HAHA!

Shall upload the pictures later.

I AM LAZY!

Ah.

The flu is killing me -.-

2010-07-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

uhhh..

i cant believe i'm saying this but i miss Teo Lilian

and a few buncha peoples from Transinex ._.

and.... let us all immerse into a song!!!! =D

hate me todaaaaaaaaaay~

hate me tomooooooooooorrowwwwww~

WHATEVER.

By the way, Singapore, Huzzah says he misses you.

My bitch is a total opp of me. wuh-ow -.-

And me and my sister have come to realise that being lesbian all the time is no fun.

We still need to be a bitch once in awhile.

As a reminder of who we once were =DDDDDDD

CHERISH THE BITCHINESS IN YOURSELVES!!!

And as you probably can tell right now,

Something, somewhere in me is seriously malfunctioning.

Yes, and a thank you shall receive in return

For the few dreaded seconds you chose to spend at this horrific blog

Ahh.. i believe it's a signal for me to sign off.

2010-07-20T21:55:00.005+08:00

I have 2 brothers, and i don't like them.

Their useless foul mouths, I've had it.

And this isn't gonna go anywhere near you

Cos no, it's not gonna happen for another time.

As much as i hate putting on this facade,

Enduring every single mockery,

What i hate most is releasing my feelings

Like a mad woman who has lost her sanity.

A-HA! Too bad, it won't happen again, SUCKERS~~~~~

You can say AAAAALLLLL YOU WANT!

BEHIND ME, ABOVE ME, IN FRONT OF ME,

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEVER, MOCKORONIES!!!!!

Wait that sounds like macaroni ._.

I'm hungry.

Dad, you REALLY should know.

SERIOUSLY.

But it's not gonna come out from this mouth.

Apologies. Lips are sealed.

Just not comfortable.

*shrugs*

Intruder alert -_-

2010-07-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

COOOOOOOOOL!

FAITH'S HOUSE FLOODED. AHAHAHA!

And I'm extremely happy cos I have friends who are famous for the wrong reasons. lol.

That's a laugh. Total mood uplift. Weeeee~ XD

I miss my cute niece and nephew who used to bully me ._.

Nevermind, I'll see them for sure sometime later in September :D

AHHHHHHH!!! IM OFF TO MY USUAL MISCHIEF!

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Rain, rain, come again~

So Faith's house will flood with rain~

Just kidding.

2010-07-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

Ahhh. I just realised how extremely low my posts had been for the past recent months.

Wait. That's not contradicting, is it? o.O

Oh well~ (x

HURRAY! Uhh.. I'm kinda elated in July? o_o

Why? I don't know. For no apparent reason perhaps?

Anyways~ Just updating this for the sake of updating.

I promise you bloggey. You shall not be forsaken; Not ever, again.

From now on, I will update you REGULARLY!

But then again... define "regularly" =P

WEEEEEEEE~ ^-^

Aye aye. Signing off! (:

I'M FREAKING HUNGRY! D:

Food + horror movie at night = FUN!

2010-07-05T15:00:00.002+08:00

it didnt work.
and i've gone mad.
i wanna get out of this mess.
why am i assigned to the worst people ever?

i've got tons of thing to share
but no one to talk to.
lemme rephrase that; no one WORTHY to share to.
or perhaps it's just cos i didnt know what "SHARE YOUR FEELINGS TO OTHERS" mean.
or perhaps... i'd rather share my feelings with an inanimate object.
simply because they seem to please me; unlike with another person.

let this be another long post.

yesterday, i ate 30 sulfasalazine pills on an empty stomach
in an attempt of suicide.
bt it was all in vain. it didnt work.
the only thing that's working is the extreme nausea im facing.
well, beats me what was going on in my head at that time.
the only thing i know is that im under extreme depression.
and im trying so hard to keep it under control.
and i got myself a depression book. in which i wrote things like..

"fauzi is dumb.
fauzi is an asshole.
fauzi lucky to be in SP as all other students are being looked up upon but Fauzi is not.
Fauzi should marry some rich idiot and just be a housewife.
Fauzi suck at everything.
Fauzi is a moron.
Fauzi should just fuck off and die.
Fauzi makes everyone's lives miserable.
Fauzi should DIE DIE DIE.
Fauzi shouldn't have existed."

tadah!
hey blog, tell me what i've gotten myself into.
im not mad at anyone, no. just myself.
every single thing that i've done or reacted, it's just another episode of anger
of no one, but myself.
im traumatic, im pathetic,
at least that's what i feel.
i just feel like the worst human being to have been born.
and when i look back at all the certificates i've received,
i feel like tearing them up.
because, i dont deserve them.

yesterday, when i was going to sleep
i thought about things.
like "how well they all go together without me", "how the people involved in my case would think about my passing", "i'm satisfied with all that i've been given", "thanks for letting me experience this thing called 'life' "
and when i woke up from sleep yesterday, i was just so sad.
"perhaps not today" again. and i regretted not going for 40, or 50, or 60, or more.
think of the people around me who will miss me when im not around?
well, it wont be that bad, would it?
fact is, there's no more room for me.
everyone is so caught up with their own lives.
everyone but me. and these legs just dont hv the stamina, strength and drive to paddle forward anymore.

im confused. im worked up. and im falling.
ive fallen into the depths of a bottomless pit.
i can never have what i want.
and all i ask for is a normal life.
im forever sick.
im forever useless.
im forever (insert whatever you want here).

Everytime i gather myself up again, there's always something to hit me back down.
And it constantly hits me. Til im shattered to bits and pieces.
Dont understand me. Cos you never will. No one ever will.
Technically, not even myself; for the fact that i just cant put things to word, in explanation of my actions and behaviour;
For the lust of understanding myself may lead to the very destruction of myself.

Why must there be a belief that beneath every move, is a reason?
Why cant things just be as it is?
And then here i am, thinking that im gonna wake up soon; and that this is all jz one huge nightmare. The hope still lingers, but then the truth does too.

persimmons. hard exterior, sweet and juicy on the inside.

and now, im thinking.
to hell with what others say.
im gonna burn the depression book.
and im gonna make it through no matter what.
when i do, you all, will be dumbfounded while im sitting, laughing my flat ass off.

hey bozo twin; i guess it's nt my time yet. petrol is nt meant fr drinking. drink water.

my family; even though i know that im nt glue-close (glucose? o_o) to any of them, silently, they've always wished the best of me. and so hv i.

and you, thank you for trying to be my friend whenever i need a confidant.
even though you're not good at it, and i always end up getting pissed off at you, it's all worth it.
point is, you offer and try, and even though you said you never force, you did, unintentionally, in a good and consoling way. dts good enough for me (:

keep it up. even though i might be whiny and all, it doesnt mean that i totally detest it.

and this enigma just goes off to show that sometimes, you need the help of others, no matter how tough you think you are.

i know this is random.
cool. look what i found!

Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz
The higher of these two numbers below indicates which side of your brain has dominance in your life. Realising your right brain/left brain tendancy will help you interact with and to understand others.
Left Brain Dominance:	(16)
Right Brain Dominance:	(16)
Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz

randomness is a gift.

im hungry! I WANT A MCSPICY!

2010-07-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

okay im going to sleep now.
hopefully i wont hv to say "perhaps not today" again.
whatever will be, will be. the future's not ours to see.

please forgive me if i've ever done anything wrong.
live with peace, everyone (:
assalammualaikum.

2010-07-04T18:23:00.001+08:00

30.
i think i wont reach that age.
XD

2010-07-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

you add a 2, and you get a TWENTY FOUR! :D

2010-07-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

my fav no (:
22.

2010-07-04T18:04:00.001+08:00

20.

2010-07-04T17:56:00.002+08:00

15 last count.

2010-07-04T17:39:00.002+08:00

i ate 10 pills of sulfasalazine a few seconds ago.
im just waiting what awaits next.

2010-07-04T17:30:00.003+08:00

sometimes i think guys should just fuck off and die.
you created violence, you cause all distress
you created all that has ever disrupted every peace in this world.
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU WANT AN ANSWER, THINK..
WILL YOU EVER FUCKING UNDERSTAND IN THE FIRST PLACE?

2010-07-03T22:43:00.005+08:00

f(x)!! Nu ABO :D

2010-06-29T22:15:00.004+08:00

im still lazy to find a new blogskin -_-

how, pearly? hahaha

ahhh well... whatever.

NEW LOOK(S)!

for my fingernails!

from thumb to pinky :D

purple, transparent with glitter, goldish nude,

midnight blue, some yucky red colour.

and for my sisters! :D

korean on the left, japanese on the right.

aye! that's it!

signing off!

ps: i ate 5 slices of XL pizzas yesterday.

and i want more. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2010-06-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

right, i suddenly remembered that i HAVE a blog.
ahhh well. lemme see if i have anything to rant today aye.
pretty much.. N-O-T-H-I-N-G ._.

except this blog needs a change -.-
all the pink is malfunctioning my eyes.
WTH WAS I THINKING WHEN I CHOSE THIS BLOGSKIN ANYWAY?!?! O_O
syg! i love you! i miss u! (:

okay. gtg.

wth -.-

2010-05-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

Yes, im finally blogging again. lol.
Aye life has not been good, but what the heck.
HAHA.
But im glad that my family turns out to be very understanding.
And supports me with whatever decision i stand by with.
It's weird but at the same time, im thankful for it.
Syukur alhamdulillah (:

Dear 17 May, please come faster.
I cannot wait to know the results of my tests.
Do i have SLE or not?
I need to make a decision quick.
Part of it is.. i cant stand the verbal abuse.
And the other part of it, SLE affects my cognitive abilities.
And based on what i have been experiencing so far, i AM facing most of the symptoms of SLE.
Difficulty of expressing my thoughts, inability to concentrate, memory loss, migraine -like headaches, swollen stuff here n there (plus the medication that i am taking, my body is kinda rejecting it), depression, my hands turn bluish in the cold, and i have the butterfly effect on my face when im under the sun for too long, uhh many others; too many to name -.-
Oh btw, hair loss starts today. lol. No, yesterday to be exact. Haha.
Aiyaaaa no use scaring myself now. Haha. I'll just live my life happily la XD
Insya Allah~

I miss peoples! Haha.
Take care peoples! :D

2010-03-10T20:29:00.007+08:00

Watched the Oscars, 82nd Academy Award TWICE.

No, not because I wanted to memorise who's winning what -.-

Nope, NOT interested in that.

It's cos a certain someone's acceptance speech really caught my attention.

And yep. Im gonna quote his exact words (or maybe to the best of what my hearing abilities allows me to -.-)

"If you wanna be creative, just get out there and do it. Just do it."

- Michael Giacchino (Music Composer)

CAN INTERNSHIP COME ANY FASTER?!?!?

IM ANXIOUSLY WAITING TO GET CAUGHT UP IN WORK STRESS SO AS TO DISTRACT MYSELF FROM OTHER THINGS WHICH I FEEL ARE NOT WORTH MY TIME WASTING.

AND WHICH SHOP SELLS AN XS OR XXS FORMAL SIZED PANTS PLEASE TELL ME.

IM NEEDING IT BADLY.

Cos obviously Im not gonna spend the whole 6 months of internship donned in a skirt.

Or rather a mini skirt. What the hell.

Oh oh! WEF yesterday....

IT'S THE BIG TWENTY THREE! :D

One more to go to revelation (:

And INSYA ALLAH, many more to come.

2010-03-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

okay i promised to blog this last night during my emo moments.

hope you're happy now, emo self -.-

sometimes i would lie down and think that everything will be okay once im gone.

after all, im dying soon anyway. slowly, but surely :)

and when i wake up the next day seeing that im still here...

i told myself "perhaps not today. let's try again tomorrow."

okay that's it. TIME OUT. im locking you back in your cell, emo self.

2010-03-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

JEBOOOOOOOOOOON BODOH!

sememek kuku nuthead btol! wth.

STUPID JAMBAN MIMI!

I HOPE YOU ROLL DOWN FROM THE EXAM VENUE ON WEDNESDAY! :D

2010-02-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

don't remind me.

yes i know it has been freaking long. HA-HA! -.-

exams period.

2 down, ONE LAST MADAFAGGA TO GO.

oh.

had swensen's the other day.

DAMMIT I WANT IT AGAIN! :(

and by the way.

resorts world sentosa doesn't excite me -.-

GONNA INDULGE IN FOOD AS A FORM OF STRESS THERAPY ONCE I GET MY MUNNEH!

ANYBODY WANA JOIN? 8D

and i don't wish to know where im gonna be posted to for ITP -.-

ps// I AM KEEPING THIS FROM YOU FOR 2 MONTHS NOW! =P

10 more days to revelation! (:

2010-01-16T21:48:00.004+08:00

PEARLY LOCK WAI YI I AM BUSY! XD
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!
But nonetheless i shall update about how shitty life has been.

WHY PSYCHOLOGY?!?!?!
NOOOOOOOO~ I WAS SO SURE THAT I'LL GET WEB PUBLISHING!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ D'x
FREAAAAAAAAAAAK THE FREAKIN' WORLD!!
Once again, plan failed :(

Aye that aside, now im really thinking twice about Uni.
Looks like i cant avoid THAT path now can i?
Well not if i wana be someone with a major in psychology.
I could still maintain my decision of engaging in the working life for a couple of years, straightaway after graduation, and then continuing further education overseas once verification is permitted.

Well, whatever the situation will be.. I know i there's something i'll be limited of starting from today.
FUN. NO MORE SLACKING AROUND.
OKAY FINE I'LL REVERT BACK TO BEING A NERD -.-

Look on the bright side. Im gonna get my blazer soon. Oh, hurrays.

...

Performing for SB Carnival on 28th feb (:

ps/ i don't bloody damn care about it anymore. And so does Ang Moh. We just couldn't be bothered. If all our efforts were to be dumped one side without even the slightest consideration of quality of work put in, then FUCK to you guys. I don't even know HOW you guys can associate length of work to QUALITY of work. Well, all we need was just a pass anyway. Therefore, it'll be more worthwhile focusing on something else larger.

2010-01-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

which is worse?
a person who types wrongly or a person who intended to type wrongly but ended up typing correctly? XD

oh. happy 2010 people.

2009-12-24T23:13:00.004+08:00

Today's 24th December 2009
CHRISTMAS EVE!! :D
it also marks a year of your absence in my life.

hope you've found peace and happiness (:

love you

ordered 2 blazers and 1 cardigan from an overseas spree! woo! haha.
the owner was so prompt in replying. i love responsible owners (:
pearly~ i will order less from the SMILE spree! XD
so we nid to gather more people to reach the capping needed. LOL.

2009-12-16T19:20:00.002+08:00

it's just another setback in life.

what's new?

and no, im not giving up.

dear dad. i will be making multiple comebacks to sch.
cos i have 8 irritating projects lined up for the certified completion.
the first irritating group date is 21st dec, MON. 12pm at main lib cafe :D

gee.. wonder who wouldn't turn up.

AND FINALLY SOMEONE IS AS SCARED AS I AM!!

8 DAMN PROJECTS TO COMPLETE OMIGAWD!

AND WE HAVE YET TO START! O_O

*drops dead and revives back*

2009-12-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

i feel like tearing my throat out.

and dad, i cant study at home. like really.

;(

Oh btw,

You have been feeling a little bit of pressure when it comes to romance, Scorpio, so perhaps it is time to just take a break from it all. Whether you are single or attached, it may seem that the whole world wants you to do one thing, but it doesn't necessarily align with what your heart is telling you. You are not new to the situation of having too many suitors to contend with, and this may be one of those times where you simply don't know which, or whose, direction to turn. If this is the case, why not just step back from every situation until you get some clarity. You will be surprised to discover that one path in the road will make more sense if you give yourself, and your romantic affairs, a little bit of a cooling off period.

Hmm.

2009-11-27T22:22:00.006+08:00

the JAIL!

hahaha! boomz hair or wad!

performed yesterday :D
and for those who expected me to win, im sorry for the disappointment.
i tried my best (:
and especially to those who painstakingly took the time to personally come down and support me, i hope you guys had fun and enjoyed the performance :D

it was a blast! one of the best experiences ever :)
the friendships we made throughout the journey.. we barely know each other.
fantastic bunch of people (:
the support i had from both my lovely family and friends.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! =D

THANK YOU VERY MUCH DAD FOR THE GOOD LUCK SMS! :D

AND TO MIMI, CROSBY, YEECHUAN AND ENGLISH FAIL,

THANK YOU GUYS!! :DDD

you guys did a good job holding the banner. LOL! jz jk XD

THANK YOU TURTLE, FIE, ROBIN N PJ FOR COMING!! :DDDDD

And turtle why u dowan to take pic! *angries!* HAHA XD

lubb u fie (:

THANK YOU TO PEARLY N CLASSMATES WHO CAME :D

THANK U TO THOSE WHO TRIED TO COME (:

AND THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ELSE WHOM I DIDNT MENTION!

sorry xueli for making you lose you voice! D'x

i hope your bf don't kill me! HAHA!

shout summore shout summore! nxt time invest in loud hailer! :D

but im sorry people, i'll still remain evil ppl :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

OUH OUH!!
P/S: at buangkok yesterday...
kak min said "nk gi mane tu SAYANG?" to me.
WOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!! HAHAHA!!!
don't be pissed with me kak min :D
cos i SAYANG you too. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! XD

syukur kepada Allah swt (:

UPDATED, TOYOL!

2009-11-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

-- NERD!!! --

i want specs :D

YES YES! FROM LAST TIME I WANTED SPECS! I'VE TRIED ALL SORTS!

BUT THE DOCTOR JUST WOULDN'T SAY "YOU NEED SPECS" TO ME! D'x
Saddeds! Im gonna get the no degree one :D I DON'T CARE!!

I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH~! HAHAHAHAAH!

Tomorrow i can eat to my heart's content. Okay no. Or else i'm gonna get bankrupt.

SWENSEN'S ICE CREAM IS A MUST! HAHA! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!

MISS IT SO MUCH! WEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~ :D

Currently bombarded with projects and assignments! RAH!

I like being busy. It gives me things to do without idling around (:

But i don't like stress. Can stress and busy just don't pair up together?

Irritating. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH.

My hair nice rite mimi? :D

*KEMBANGZ* HAHAHA!

COME BCK SOON MIMI! D:

&&i slept at 11.30pm :D

2009-10-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

okay! third day of school and boy aren't we all feeling shagged -.-
I WANT MY 16HRS OF SLP BACK.... hahahaha.
Im going bankrupt from all the notes and textbooks already. dammit! RAWR!
oh wells, gotta get used to 8am tutorials. GOTTA GET USED TO IT!

SB's long awaited renovation of staircase is finally completed.
And err.. let's just say the steps would look nicer in wood, but perhaps
the school is still being thrifty despite the huge fundings it receives? Lol.

MIMIIIIIII..................
WHAT THE HELL DID U DO THAT U'RE HOSPITALISED FOR 1 MTH SIA??!
Oh wells, not interested in how you got it. Just get well soon man!
Or else, school won't be fun ._.
Oh, at this moment, i just wished im next to your bed.
Not hoping or wishing u'll get well soon or singing u lullabies til it rains..
but laughing at you and torturing you and scrutinizing you and threatening you.
HAHAHAHAHAAH! SO FUN! :D SO MUCH FOR CALLING ME CANCER HEAD EH!
AND I SWEAR I DIDNT CURSE YOU TO BE HOSPITALISED! LOL!

Oh, dad thinks he's a potential wrestler T_T
A wrestler donned in swimming cap. HA-HA.

2009-10-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

okay. well jz wanted to wish a few people happy birthday.

#1 - 23/09 my sister turned 13! congrats wati (:

#2 - 30/09 my booty-full sis turned 20! HAHA! KAK MIN DH TUA! XD

#3 - 06/10 my jebon HONEYSTAR turned 18! miss ya jebon! kau giler tk tentu tempat.

upcoming.. 09/10!!!

DOUBLE CELEBRATION! (x

WEEEEEEEE~~

hope she won't be too busy with her A lvls =x

argh! leg cramp!

hahahahaahaha

i actually forgot what i wanted to blog today ._.

2009-09-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

Everybody has problems.

And i know i'm one with helluva lot of problems.

Attitude problems, etc. You name it, i got it.

And that's why only one guy in the world can handle me.

I'll leave it up to you guys to guess who he is (:

Didn't have a good night yesterday. Oh wells. Still kinda emo-ing right now =x

But it's okay. Elmo will cheer me up, right Elmo? (:

Elmo ignored me ._.

Oh nevermind.

ya Allah,

yes, it is painful. VERY.

but i know this is only the start of it.

and neither will this be the end of me.

im okay and i will always be! :D

2009-09-23T21:25:00.005+08:00

okay okay! :D

this video made me smile!

so cute!! haha

and also this.
ELMO~ :D
he is so cute =3

okay okay some outdated photos and i'm off :D

selamat hari raya! :D

2009-09-18T11:41:00.004+08:00

ooh wow. well, blogger seems to be normal now.

at least i can post in peace. woohoo! :D

aye! lemme start braggin.

WAS AWAY FOR DTRM BONDING CAMP FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS!

Fun babeh! 3 days of awesome shitz.

and yea, currently having sorethroat cos of all the cheers. HAHA!

Nevertheless, Jo and i were attached to a crazy superhero group! SPECTRE! :D

But Yi Qi and Faith's group, ZENITH, was too small that we combined and evolved to..

ZEUS! haha.

I wanted to be in supervillains actually. But nvm~ XD

The dumbdumb mimi's in there T_T

BRAINIAC! HAHAHA! wth XD

Day one was just some ice breaking games and cheers.

Day two was the Amazing Singapore Race! A race all around Singapore.

Mimi and I was stationed at Mount Sophia. We're gamestation for station 5.

And GOSH! the first team took 2+ hours to arrive -_-

SHEESH! We had to wait for 11 teams.

AND SOMEHOW, I KNEW THAT THE LAST TEAM WOULD BE FAITH'S!

LOLOLOLOL~!

And going to town in my PJs.. Idiotic. -_-"

Day three, i didnt participate as much as my bloody legs are giving me probs! ARGH!

They had macs for dinner and a gala night to wrap up the whole event.

All 8 teams had a short performance. And then there were prize presentations for the best cheer, the best flag, the best facils, etc etc.

And Mr Conrad! NO, MY MUM IS HAPPIER THAT I DIDNT HELP HER COS APPARENTLY EVERY TIME I HELPED HER, HALF OF THE KUIHS WOULD BE GONE. AHAHAHAHAHA

Supposed to end at 1030 but it dragged til 11+

Seems like everybody doesnt wana go home. HAHA!

And the facils' camp shirt is PINK -.-

NOOOOOOOOOOO~~ anything but pink! Grr!

Now im recuperating. Lol.

And my appointment to TTS is in NOVEMBER?!?!

SO BLOODY DAMN LATE LA!

MY ASS MAN! Hv to wait until November.

Aye, shall not brag further.

Pictures will be uploaded once gotten, and i shall continue sleeping now.

But before that, I'd like to post something random.

All talk and no action. BRAG BRAG BRAG. Point fingers at everyone.

So tell me. What exactly is BEING RESPONSIBLE to you?

Happy answering people! :D

2009-09-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

Sorry fir turtle! I couldn't post the pic yesterday :(
Cos apparently, blogger's being sucha bitch. Haha.
Damn you blogger for letting my pictures rot in my laptop and handphone.
Anyway, yesterday was a kopet day for us. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Uh.. I may be distancing myself from my laptop from tomorrow onwards.
Yes, im in no mood for anything.

Sometimes, i blame you for everything.
I hate you. But no matter how much i hate you,
I still love you.

2009-09-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

okay. i hate pink. temporarily changed to this skin cos im bored of the previous one.

im lazy to edit. lol

will edit it later~~~

tired! sleepy!

and my perception of mimi is forever a sotong-headed LUNATIC.

ntes~

2009-09-03T23:33:00.001+08:00

yes yes yes.

here to update my blog.

otherwise people will complain again.

HAHA! XD

as of rite now, i don't even know which buttons are for which unless i roll my mouse over them.

yes, blogger is like shit. now.

well, i guess that explains why lotsa people are running off to livejournals and all.

brief updates.

worked for some U-family event. went for teacher's day celebrations at cvss.

will be working for f1. gonna be attending a camp.

so basically.. my september are gonna look sth like...

7sept interview

9sept dtrm prep camp

13sept wsc

14sept camp

15sept camp

16sept camp

25sept f1

26sept f1

27sept f1

uhh.. i bliv there's more. un-updated. lol.

i wana upload some photos rite nw but nvm.

I ARE LAZIES!

aye aye. au revoir :)

2009-08-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

im in a wrong course.
*sads*
i belong in TP's apparel design and merchandising ):
someone pls drag me away from this hell ):

SB Talentime finals this coming tuesday!
*nervous* haha.

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:
and the boy who says "when i grow up, i wana be the president of Singapore" IS SO CUTE!
I WANA KIDNAP HIM. HAHA!

aye. going bck sch tmr for bloody RWPS. Grr..

2009-08-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

okay. my browsers are all fucked up. damn them

dear blogger
i apologise for neglecting you these few weeks.
i just wanted to say i am sad [x
bye bye (:

updated. haha.

2009-07-19T23:16:00.003+08:00

it's dumb.
but it cracked me up.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ai ahr meesin sahmboodie :(

2009-07-18T13:24:00.003+08:00

it crawled from afar.
i went after it.
it followed me home
and sampuk-ed me.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
IRRITATING NYE BENDE.
But syukur alhamdulilah nth happened :D

Tdo lagi la waktu maghrib. Kan dah kene.
Muke memang mintak nk kene sampuk.
Padan muke aku.

SAY HELLO TO FAITH! :D

ME ARES JOINS SB TALENTIMEZZZ.
and
poh-lee feef-tee eez nacks weeee-kz.
and i've yet to train. probably won't.
WHOEVER THINKS I WILL, MUST BE OUTTA UR MIND.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-07-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

yup dat's all i wana say.

FAITH I GOT UR PICTURESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

at the end of the day, i managed to achieve a weak grin on my face.
a job well done.
oh.. it's the 15th today..

2009-07-07T18:31:00.003+08:00

today is history.
cos i got sent bck home frm sch. LOL.
and today is also another history fr me.
cos finally my accounting marks is no longer 50 50 50 50
but nw it jumps to 74! =D
WEEEEEEE~ although i aimed fr 80 x.x
hahha. nvm! 74 is alright i guess.
syukur alhamdulilah! x)
ad i dono my BLAW marks. NOOO!!! x(

i just cant smile genuinely today. AHAHA! XD

2009-07-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARIA JEBON
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D

U GILER! cannot stop laughing whenever you're around.
i'll always get home, walking like a pregnant woman cos of u.
you and hakim both same same! LOL.
plus nisa = DISASTEROUS JEBONS. ASTAGHA.
Ya Allah ape hal lah dgn budak-budak giler ni semua?

anw, i noe you've turned 18.
but PLEASE DON'T GO TO CLUBS!
NOT EVEN DANGDUT CLUBS. LOL.
if you go, i will DIVORCE YOU!
AHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHA XD

kimmy mikey mikey micky mouse kimmy mikey
sorry. random.

EXAMS ARE OVER! 8D
-YAYS FOR AWHILE! XD-
but then ahead lies lotsa projects T_T
HELL..........................................

i need chocolates o_o
cos im stressed. lol.

2009-06-26T08:28:00.004+08:00

but i can't move on
cos that means forgetting, forgetting
everything we had
instead i keep running, keep running
i keep running back
cos i keep forgetting forgetting
you treat me so bad
so i keep on coming, keep coming
i keep coming back

-Jessica Mauboy's "Running Back" feat Flo-Rida
:D love this song.
thanks maria! ^-^

WOAHMAIGAWD IT'S MORNING! :O
And it's already friday ._.

tore up my notes in frustration

Oh. Looks like i'm gonna need to print another set of IHRO notes.
Instead of studying for mst, i'm learning dance moves -_-
Soon i'll be able to dance to Wondergirl's "Nobody"
And next, learning MIROTIC! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA!

GOSH! Someone pls motivate me to study x.x
(Besides my wife who wants to be a TAI TAI so she's asking me to study to get a good job and earn lotsa munnies, and Erick Renaldi who likes to tell me "bedtime" stories. A father in the making. Chey chey! :D)
I hope he don't kill me if he ever come across this blog =x
HAHAHAHA XD
But he comes up with brilliant stories and i like it :D

Aye! Im tired. Haha.
Lady Gaga is so hawt.................. (;

MICHAEL JACKSON
in loving memory; 1959-2009
we'll always love you (:

2009-06-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

i lost it.
i'm sorry.
i shall learn to be more in control of myself.

2009-06-22T09:43:00.002+08:00

couldn't sleep last night.
damn these eyes.

2009-06-19T19:12:00.003+08:00

It's fine dining gone wrong.

WEIGHT BEFORE: WEIGHT AFTER:
40KG! ----------------> 40KG

Gosh. Someone please tell me how to gain weight.

Okay. I just made myself broke today. But thanks to Ashley, i won't be THAT broke just as yet; at least not until next week :D
Pretty soon i'm gonna be munchin on half-cooked maggi for the rest of the week. Great.

Today was FBM's fine dining project at ps. cafe at palais. And hell yea, i'm NEVER goin there again.

I ordered an appetiser. Caesar salad.
HOWEVER, i didn't expect it to be as big as the size of a toilet bowl. Im serious. I mean com'on it's an APPETISER? X_x

Thank god i didn't order the main course. While everyone's done with their soups n all, i'm still struggling with my salad. WHY? The thing is.. Was it nice? NO. And the portion was meant for AMERICANS. It seriously looked like they've just dumped a whole cabbage into the big bowl (im pretty sure they did that). One whole cabbage for one person. WOW.

Aye, the appetiser aside, let's go to dessert (cos apparently im not up for the main course after struggling with the APPETISER! WTH?)
Wanted to order their GIANT ECLAIR =DDDDDD
ECLAIR! ECLAAAAAIIIIIIRRRRR! MY FAVOURITE DESSERT XDDDD
But it's COFFEE! RAHH!! WHY ON EARTH MUST IT BE COFFEE?!

Oh well, nvm. Ordered double choc sth sth. And again, i received such a monstrous portion. WHY OH WHY. But nvm, the ice cream's good though. LOVE EM! XD
But the cake was seriously horrendous T_T
It's dry and the chocolate is too thick. I think eating the foodcourt 6's brownie at SP is WAAY much better -_-"
GO FOODCOURT 6! =D

Okay. I just finished vomitting. AND NO IM NOT BULIMIC OKAY.
I think the meals are gonna last me at least til supper.
Rite now, i'm suffering from caesar salad phobia.
And i don't think im gonna eat another CHOCOLATEY thing anytime now.
Ice cream's my main for the moment =x
*kicks chocolate away* SHOO SHOO!
Meeting at 12midnight later.
And Fauzi has wrapped up her complaints (:
-TADAH-

2009-06-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

AYE!!! THE VIDEO IS HERE! =D
I shall be lazy and not put the "subtitles" =x
Shut the music on my blog, and turn on the volume loud to hear what they are saying.
Or otherwise, happy deciphering! XD
Sorry i can't flip it! Haha!

Lead: Zhiti
Voiceover: Me
Hairdryer/blower: Grace
Camerawoman/crazy fan: Xueli
Background laughter: Ashley, Audrey & those whom i've forgotten =x

2009-06-06T17:47:00.005+08:00

yea, it's the Singapore Idol auditions today.
whoever wishes to participate, pls head down to Cathay.
all the best and good luck aye (:

what do YOU know?
this is just a tale of a disappointed maiden.

freedom of choice is what i long for.

2009-06-05T22:38:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to aishah, my Criminal Minds + Alien (CMA) sister
she turned 7! like WAAAAAHHH.. so OLD la -_-"

and and and!!
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCH! :D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
aye aye! enjoy the random photos! XD

camwhoring at the NEW toilet at T22! :D
IT'S NICE AND BIGGIE AND SUPER CLEAN! x)

BizIT lib is MOVING! D'x
To the new location. haha.

bored during TTP lecture. so we did this.

OKAY! THE END! :D
Helping out at the Meet the Parent's Session tmr! (:
Gotta sleep early n wake up early!
GOODNIGHT! x)

**my "N" keeps disappearing =x

2009-05-30T22:37:00.033+08:00

DAY ONE!!

Otw to Batam.

the boarding pass

the excited people!

the girls! :)

whole of 06!

on the ferry.

yep, it was raining when we got there.
mr ron said our batch is full of unlucky people. lol.

in the coach :D otw to turi beach resort!

the living room of our chalet, 27B!

stairs up! x)

the kitchen!

the 2 sleepyheads!

uhh.. right. it's the toilet =x

the dining table which we didnt even use.

camwhoring time =x

(1)!

(2)!

(3)!

(4)!

(5)!

(6)!

(7)!

the food me and faith brought!

the vodka which faith persuaded mr andrew gray to buy for her! TSK TSK! XD

sleepyheads again.

elmo's bed!! 8D
was supposed to share the bed with Faith. However,we confessed to each other that we will do aikido in our sleep. Thus, to avoid having a match with each other, Faith slept over at Grace's apartment while i had the whole QUEEN-SIZED BED TO MYSELF *grins!*

some pompuan sandal :D

the tour which gt us flustered and frustrated XD

boring lecture.

the swimming pool!

they used shells for decos! :]

it's 2.4m deep =x

let's sing the National Anthem! :D

back to my room after a long day!

the pathetic singles people!

the vibrant people with cute soft toys :D

dinner! appetiser :)

dinner - main course

dinner - dessert :D

we still had to do homework at night -_-"

DAY TWO!!

breakfast! :D

had cereal as well! x)

best of all - PANCAKES!!! =O

some random views XD

the ballroom which we had our lessons and lectures at.

the dinner! :D

ashley!

xueli!

keropok!

grp pic :D

DAY THREE!!
woke up with a big bang on the window. apparently, faith was throwing rocks on the window to wake me up (cos she doesn't have the key to the apartment. it was with me. LOL)
however, little did she know that I'VE ALR WOKEN UP T_T

Faith's nice piece of art

TADAH!!! :D

getting ready

breakfast! x)

the omelet's scrumptious! :D

tried to do my own illuminati during lecture. but failed. lol.

class-bonding activity. HUMAN FOOSBALL! created by 05.

walked over to the jetty for star-gazing at nite! :D
the stars were AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL! :)

then, headed over to the bar to accompany mr ron. LOL.

pool!! XD

DAY FOUR!!!
was sick and tired of batam already. lol. so i didnt take that much pictures XD

a practical we had in batam whereby some of us were told to act as guests, and some were servers! and among us actors, we had June Ko and Teo Kian Hong going as COUPLES! XD
They are couples in real life as well.
HOWEVER, the proposal was an epic FAILURE! lol. he called out our PACC lecturer's name (JUNE LIN) instead -_-"
Has June forgiven you yet?!? LOL.

at night - THE BEST AND MOST HILARIOUS NITE EVER! HAHAHA!
will upload the video ASAP! XD

DAY FIVE!!
Last day in batam.

oops. camwhoring again.

lalalalala XD

doot doot doo~

Faith has tried to kill Elmo countless of times!
But Elmo has been safe under my custody! XD
ELMO IS CUTE, FAITH! HAHAHA XD

a souvenir i got from batam. rmb the glass window which Faith broke?
yep, i stepped on a glass shard. LOL.

our last nite - the bbq gala we had. class pic! :D

ashley and xueli slept in my room on our last nite in batam.
we gossiped til we sleep. HAHA!

DAY SIX!!
departing for Singapore soon :)

packin all the stuffs!

a grp pic of the people staying in chalet 27B!

a last walk down the torturous hill.
i promise i won't complain abt the SB hill ever again.

de-brief at ballroom!

doodling during the de-brief of the whole event.

a piece of artwork from Ashley and me XD

at the batam ferry terminal!

the ones with the blue cap! (:

jumpshot. HAHA!

in ferry.

BACK IN SINGAPORE! (:
and i got food poisoning.
weeeeeeeeeeee~~~ XD
diarrhoea and vomiting. wahahahahaha.

oh! and believe me. these are just SOME of the photos.
there are tons more! LOL.

overall, i had tons of NICE AND MEMORABLE EXPERIENCES in batam! =D

supposed to be doin my GEMS project but i got distracted instead x.x
DARN! lol.
and it's 1.00am already! RAH!!
will be attending my cousin's wedding tmr!
gosh! so fast and he's 27 yrs old =x
i didn't realise it's been 16 yrs since i last met him.
oops =x

TURNING IN! x)
GOODNITE! =D

2009-05-23T19:27:00.004+08:00

ELMO IS BACK FROM BATAM! :D

bck in Singapore and i am tired XD
haha!
oh! and im pissed :D
so don't piss me further aye or you'll be asking for your grave.

I MISS MY FAMILY AND MY DARLING AND MY BUDDY DRANOEL! XD
haha! and many other peopleS of course x)
as expected, there's no shopping x.x
RAWR! nvm. haha!

Just wanted to wish HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY DUMBDUMB SISTER
ALFIE
on 20th May 2009

PS//sorry I couldn't be there to celebrate your birthday with you.

and in advance, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY SHORT BUDDY
NADIA! XD
on 24th May 2009

PS//may we always prove to kinkin that shorties rule.

OKAY! IM KO-ED!
MIMI, YOU WATCH OUT YOU!!
RAHH!!!!
Tired. Off sleeping! x)
Miss home! Haha!

2009-05-17T14:41:00.003+08:00

aye aye! a few updates! (:

gastric is finally gone! woohoo!
suffered 2 days of gastric =x
luckily the acid didn't eat into my stomach. PHEW!
my 2nd time experiencing such a persistent gastric.
it hurts like hell, i tell ya.
and despite that, i still dun wana go doctor cos i think im a some wonderwoman. HAHA!
nah, actually there's more explanation to that.

dad is getting bck to work after a month of MC :D
so far, he seems good. SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH (:
but he still needs to watch out with his diet!! XDDDDD
RAWR!!! lol. tc at work, dad! x)

THE MASJID IN BUANGKOK IS FINALLY OPEN!! =DDD
Darling Mira is at the open house with Alif now. Haha.
Maybe it's time for my whole family to start praying together at masjid. Insya allah (:
AND SHE JUST TOOK A PIC WIF USTAZAH CT NORBAHYA!!! RAH!!!
lol.

i will be away fr a week to batam.
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu~
will miss everyone and everything )'x
and how sweet of my mum and dad to cook my favourite dish before i depart for batam tmr (:
thanks everyone :D
yes yes, i need a last taste of my mum's power sambal goreng before i go. HAHA!

had a shower with elmo today! yayies!!
elmo smells fresh XD
hahahahahahahahaha
will be bringing elmo along tmr! =x
i will not let elmo be bullied by my family for a whole week! XD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHAH.
jealous people! HAKOUDEN YOU GUYS! XD

okay okay! lemme eat my sambal goreng first okay! =x
tmr 8am at tanah merah ferry terminal.
have to wake up at 5.
die.

au revoir! :D

wuwu! :'(

2009-05-11T20:57:00.012+08:00

antique mangkok haircut. PRICELESS!

:((((((((((((((

*throws pillow out the window*
*rips apart everything from the wardrobe*
*hammers the wall so a hole is created and i can peer through my neighbour's house*

*irons MIMI's butt so it's flat like a cookie*
*pokes his eyes with hotdogs cos he said my eyes BELOLOK (but he doesnt realise his' are more belolok like fishball)*

*SADDED!* :'(

sorry mimi! didn't mean for you to be my target.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

major chocolate craving.. mmhmmm...
and i need a whole ice cream truck. woo~!

oooo!! THERE'S B. LAW TMR!
*sparkling eyes~* 8D

GOSH! I AM SO LAZY! XD

2009-05-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?!?
MY GEMS IS NONSENSE, I TELL YOU!
EQUIPPED WITH THE WORST LECTURER WHO NEEDS TEACHING HERSELF.
wow im so bad. HAHAHAAHHAAH!

GED

SCH IS SUCKY AND DUCKY :(

2009-04-29T21:22:00.005+08:00

nice rite, mimi :D
HAHAHAHAH

couple of things to update on.
HAD LUNCH WIF KIMMY YESTERDAY! C:
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~
but too bad you had to burn a hole in your pocket for lunch at the mediterranean stall =x
grow a tail for your hair OKAY! :D
I WANT TO BRAID IT.
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHA

went home with moley yesterday!
found out that wen jun transferred from poly to jc
well, that's a rare case. first time hearing it =x
haha. anw, hope you're coping alright with jc! x)

today, met SHYWAL on the train! :D
AHH~~ MISS HER SO MUCH XD
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
she seems good x)
and a very busy woman now.
but she's forever pretty XD

okay. i've made my decision.
no more being petty, and just LIVE THRU the stupid gems LA!
like how i've lived thru the stupid triple science.
jz study for the sake of studying T_T
i dont have to LIKE the module to be able to ACE it.
so well yea, just do it.
nike's gonna sue me for using their slogan o.o

performance this saturday!
weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~
okay i'm gonna knock off.
even though i've had 3hrs nap in the afternoon.
oh. bloggie won't be updated that often. but camwhoring still persist as usual =x
which means i'll have tons of perasan photos (like the one below) sitting in my folder. hahaha

2009-04-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

back from rehearsal.

tired... x.x
went for the Racial Harmony Day concert rehearsal straight after sch ended.
well, i thought the rehearsal was from 6-8pm so me and my sister reached the venue around 6+
but it turned out.. THE REHEARSAL STARTS AT 8PM T_T
so while waiting, we practised "Can I Have This Dance" at a nearby carpark XD

HOWEVER, TO OUR DISAPPOINTMENT...
they dun wan us to sing english songs =(
cos apparently someone else will be singing an english song..
so they only wanted us to sing malay songs.
thought of me singing one malay song, and my sister singing another.
but she doesn't want -_-"
and i felt bad.. cos we practised, but it was all in vain ='(
AND on top of that, she DIDNT EVEN GET TO SING!!!!! x'(((((((((
I FEEL SO BAD FOR HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
*bangs head til it cracks into a million pieces*
*sighs..*

okay im tired x.x
i dun even hv the strength to eat dinner. lol.
im KO-ed!
aye aye! goodnight! x)
*jumps to bed*
*snores*

Last words..
*** having lunch wif KIMMY NXT TUES! WOOs!! XD
*** im gonna mess mimi's hair til he looks like Tina Turner's replica T_T
*** & i hope your mum recovers (:

2009-04-24T13:27:00.001+08:00

i am boredddddddd........
3hrs of break doing nothing. GOSH....
will update bloggie again at home.
in the meantime im gonna go slp.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-04-21T21:18:00.005+08:00

okay. quite a number to blog about but i shan't say all.
dad is back from the hospital since a week ago and i am SO DAMN GLAD AND HAPPY TO SEE HIM :)
Im sorry for lecturing you that day u're still in ICU x.x
TC DAD! I WILL BE THE BEST PERSONAL NURSE U'VE EVER HAD OK! =D
fingers-crossed.

SCH IS BACK! :D
LIKE FINALLY~ WOO~ WOO~
Im rotting at home. SERIOUSLY T_T
GETTING MORE AND MORE BRAIN-DEAD EACH DAY.
And our favourite pastime is back! XD
CAMWHORING IN TOILETS WIF MY TOILET CAMWHORING KAKI, XUELI! HAHAHAA!

OKAY! gtg!
i am tired. haha.
and i think i need to go for checkup soon XD

OH! CONGRATS TO CHOIR FOR GETTING SILVER FOR THE SYF! :D
SO PROUD OF YOU!!!
DARLING MIRA GET WELL SOON OKAY~~~~ x(

2009-04-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

pls come home soon, dad.

i WE miss you lots.