Yes, im finally blogging again. lol.
Aye life has not been good, but what the heck.
HAHA.
But im glad that my family turns out to be very understanding.
And supports me with whatever decision i stand by with.
It's weird but at the same time, im thankful for it.
Syukur alhamdulillah (:
Dear 17 May, please come faster.
I cannot wait to know the results of my tests.
Do i have SLE or not?
I need to make a decision quick.
Part of it is.. i cant stand the verbal abuse.
And the other part of it, SLE affects my cognitive abilities.
And based on what i have been experiencing so far, i AM facing most of the symptoms of SLE.
Difficulty of expressing my thoughts, inability to concentrate, memory loss, migraine -like headaches, swollen stuff here n there (plus the medication that i am taking, my body is kinda rejecting it), depression, my hands turn bluish in the cold, and i have the butterfly effect on my face when im under the sun for too long, uhh many others; too many to name -.-
Oh btw, hair loss starts today. lol. No, yesterday to be exact. Haha.
Aiyaaaa no use scaring myself now. Haha. I'll just live my life happily la XD
Insya Allah~
I miss peoples! Haha.
Take care peoples! :D
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