Yesterday had fun =)
With my wife =D and the rest of my lovely friends.
Thks mariah!!!! =DDDDDD
For the songs, for your company, for everything.
&i thought i'd be able to blog happily today abt wad happened yest.
But i was wrong.
Mrs Shariff called the house.
Well, obviously sth's wrong.
And hu's in trouble?
My sis.
WHERE HAVE I GONE WRONG?!Which part isit dat i was unable to fulfil my duty as the eldest in the family?Did i ever set such examples?I certainly dun recall any!You told me abt ur dreams...Dat u'd wanna try aiming for NA.Dat u wanna go sec 5.Dat u wanna go poly after dat!All the nonsense u talked abt how u'd wanna take 10 courses at a time.U said u wanna do ur parents proud!I HAD HOPE IN YOU!And now u've shattered it.Why must you do that?!Was dat wad i preached?Was dat wad our parents preached?!Was i harsh on you?Did i force you to study every night?!U'd cry if i'd done dat!And thus, i didn't.I was angry.I was disappointed.No. I STILL AM.SOOOOOO DISAPPOINTED. BEYOND WORDS.Have you forgotten how people had helped you?Is this how you repay them?!?!Do you NOT noe hw to think?!?!And when she came bck home just now, i"greeted" her.I applaused for her.Congratulated her for what she'd done.Said dat if doing dis makes her proud, den she's welcomed to do MORE.Oh wait. I didn't exactly "say"...More lyk i screamed at her.Oh god...I feel lyk i've failed as the eldest in the family.It makes me wonder...Will the rest do as such too????And i'm thinking of ditching tmr's speech day.The police will be coming soon.Dono when, wad day.To huiling n pearly,
My apologies dat i hv to cancel our outing.
5:04 PM
