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Sunday, January 27, 2008

For three days... i've been crying.

24 Jan - nt happy wif results; cried. Then ok alr. Bt then he appeared. Said i was ungrateful. OMG...

25 Jan - asked him:

Me: "Wif my current results, if i wanna go poly, can?"

Him: "Why u want to go poly?"

Me: "Bt i'll put jc as some of the choices"

Him: "Lyk dat surely u'll gt poly wad... Suit urself la. Ur life, ur choice."

I was so happy. I thought he understood. But he didn't.

I've started thinking abt gg to poly since late sec 3 alr. So i've alr decided on wad course i wanna take.

I was keying in the codes of the JAE. The moment i pressed "submit"...

He: "Anna, which poly u choose?"

Me: "Uh... Temasek, Singapore... Ngee Ann..."

He: "Good. You might as well choose those from Johor rite?"

OMG... at dat time, i was thinking... "You might as well send me to prostitution sch in Batam if there is any rite??"

I was utterly disappointed. I thought he knew. I thought he understood. I thought he meant wad he jz said.

If he'd wanted me to go jc, he shud've jz said so! I would've complied!

So wad did i do? Cry...

26 Jan - He was working. Gd, at least dat'll help him gt off my bck fr a while..

Until the phone rang, and i answered. OMG! It's him!!!

To hear his voice first thing in the morning... God...

My mom then said he wanted me to change my JAE application.

Shux man...

Cried again... until i fell asleep.

I managed to go without food or water for 2 days.

If this prolongs, i hope i'll be able to survive for another day.

Bt then, bt by the time i woke up, he's alr home.

Oh god... i gotta face him some time...

I was ready to hear alternatives from him.

If he'd allow me to go poly a year later, lyk my sis,

I alr nekad want to spend the year at ITE, taking up Service Office (Tourism).

Since it's somehow related, it'll be to my advantage.

Bt seeing him, i dono if he'll allow.

Why do ppl look down on ITE??

And then we had a good talk.

He said dat he's been thinking abt it at work.

Dat perhaps he'd been selfish.

He asked me why i didn't wanna go jc.

I said a couple of reasons la...

And then he asked me where i really wanna go; jc or poly.

I took a while to answer. Then i said. POLY.

He aid if dat's where i wanna go, then he'll be supporting me all the way.

He also said dat he's disappointed.

I'm sorry dad...

And he also let my sis go NAFA =)

Syukur alhamdulilah...

With my dad's full support for me, i am very happy.

Happy beyond words.

Thank you very much Dad.

Your support means a LOT to me =)

Pls continue giving me dat support of urs...

Cos i'll need it again some oth day.

I know.

Thanks a lot Dad =)

Although i've let you down.

My apologies for that...

For Alfie, CONGRATS!!!! =)

You've been wanting to go NAFA anw... haha...

I wish you all the best!! =)

Dun wori... u'll pass the audition okey? =)

For everyone, CONGRATS and i wish you all the best and success in wherever you go =)

6:59 PM


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I go best by F A U Z I
Will turn TWENTY-SEVEN on 30 10 2018
Graduated from SP (DTRM 08/09)
Ex-CVSS & APS student
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I Don't Get These For Free

[X] A new person by 19 June 2011
[X] New job by 2012
[ ] Telescope
[X] Globe
[ ] Scottish Fold
[ ] Turkish Anggora
[ ] Chartreux
[ ] Abbyssinian
[ ] Norwegian Forest
[X] Guitar
[ ] Navy Violin
[ ] Drumset
[ ] Write 11th song
[X] Duet "You Belong With Me" by Taylor Swift with Alfie
[X] 2015 Travel Plans w Maria and Hakim
[X] 2016 Travel Plans w Maria and Hakim
[X] 2017 Travel Plans w the girls
[ ] Visit Santorini
[ ] Visit Hong Kong
[ ] Visit Turkey
[ ] Visit Italy: Milan and Rome
[X] Visit Japan!
[ ] Visit New Zealand
[ ] Migrate to France
[X] Platinum Blue hair
[X] High cut sneakers
[X] New earrings
[X] Gastronomy tour in Singapore
[X] Attend an anime festival


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For now.


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